i was testing something out for work and needed to look at my blog. i read back over birthday week and the week leading up to rodney entering my life and i’m really glad that i don’t feel so alone and zombie-like anymore.
during the dog walk this morning, we got to talking about something and i mentioned that i don’t really hide my emotions and he said he’d only seen one so far; “happy”.
i didn’t mention that just two weeks before we started talking, i woke up sobbing to an empty room.
i’m so, so glad that’s over.