something strange

a little while ago, i was getting moon explanations from chani nicholas but the videos were too long for me to watch every month, so now i just get her email horoscopes. anyway, in one of the video series, she mentioned that my social calendar would get full in the coming year (i think this was back in october) and i was like, “what? i don’t do anything outside of letting nora out to pee and waiting for matt to get home or wake up. what socializing am i going to be doing?”

fast forward to now and i’m trying to fill every moment with friends so that i don’t get stuck. except, i did proclaim yesterday out loud to no one that i should probably prepare for dying old and alone after a stroke in the bathroom or something. not one of my finest thoughts, but i had it nonetheless.

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