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i’ve stopped carpooling. i’ll bet that sounds weird; kinda like, “i hate the earth and i will pollute more now!1”
we’re doing a trial run to see if my panic attacks are caused by my feeling like i can’t leave when i want.. if i needed or wanted to. even on the days that i drive, there would still have to be coordination around who’s going to get him home. i think it boils down to me having very little patience. this is a fault of which i’ve known for several years but can’t seem to shake it alltogether.
regardless, i haven’t even felt slightly panicky at all this week; even if it’s placebic*.
i just discussed this word-use with coworkers, and they wanted me to use “placeboesque” or “placebo-like” and i said no.