my friend (and former boss at the doll factory) russell would frequently say that he was just faking [whatever it was], even tho it seemed like he always had shit under control. that was about eleven years ago and now i think i know what he meant.
matt asked me how my day was going today, and i think my response summed up my version of russell’s quip.
i don’t know… some days i feel like i’m just running around and being ineffectual and unsure if i’m actually contributing. today is one of those days.
i think it might help that the current boss is going to try to have monthly half-hour meetings with the individuals on his team. he’s good at giving positive feedback, so it’ll be nice to have those interactions to look forward to.