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blood pressure

i had my follow up appointment this morning so i drove and got there extra early so i could relax (hah!) in the waiting room. the nurse was running 20

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two day work week

this morning, rodney said, “i bet you’re happy to have a friday tuesday.” and it took me a minute to realize that today is my friday this week. hopefully, i can

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separation anxiety

i’ve gotten used to preparing for the times when r gets to hang out with his daughter, i plan ahead, and make sure i can occupy myself with a chore,

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so i don’t forget

rodney is trying really hard to get me to realize my self-worth and appreciate my physical appearance as being beautiful, pretty, sexy, etc. (side note here: matt also did this

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side gig and rando update

i finally got started on the new wilson’s website last night. i can’t believe i met with jessi way back at the beginning of april. i am really glad i

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rinse and repeat

we’ve got weekends down. we had a great friday, lots of pool and hanging out all night. saturday morning was a little rough, but after some sustenance from the tavern,

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stress level: high

i got one of these gadgets to help me calm tf down and, because of a project at work that will not end, it’s been buzzing at me for weeks telling

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another marvelous weekend

they really do go by too quickly. i know i say that often, but it’s true. i knocked off a little early on friday and we played pool at wilson’s…

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feeling weirdly

TMI warning my hormones are making me crazy. i haven’t been able to focus on work for the past three days. my anxiety is coming back a little. my appetite is

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festivals and things

the weekend went by too quickly again. the waterfront festival kicked off a summer of outdoor events. we learned saturday morning that r’s daughter would be coming with his sister to

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another friday in june

merle got very close this morning. i couldn’t tell if she wanted me to stay in bed or get up for breffis… since i had snoozed too many times, i

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antsy pants

a combination of the wonderful weather, a little breathing room at work, and wanting to be with r all waking hours makes it really hard to sit at my desk

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