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broken record

more progress has taken place with the packing. more sadness has taken place because of it. this morning, as i was leaving the bed, i asked if i would see him when i got home tonight and he said, “yes.” and then i started crying because in the next few...

almost the end

matt got a lot of the big items and boxes moved yesterday; it’s nice to not have to shimmy around boxes. it’s also weird to see how little i actually own. the house really seems like it’s too big for just me. and i don’t necessarily want to...

today’s the day

we had a nice enough weekend, considering he spent most of saturday night packing. i haven’t slept more than 5 hours straight each night. my ear is still clogged, despite being on a decongestant constantly since thursday. matt is moving the first floor of his...

uncomfortably numb

my brain usually has a song stuck in it that i sing on my way to work; it helps me pedal faster. i then write the song down in my bullet journal each day. i just noticed that, in the last 25 days, i’ve only had three days with a song. if that’s not an...

yea, today isn’t so great

i keep randomly tearing up while sitting at my desk. i feel like i messed up another meeting where we were going to show a walkthrough of a website to the client but i wasn’t clear and didn’t have prepared what the project manager wanted to show. i need a...